I am busy, you are busy, we are all busy. By no means do I want this to sound like a sob ‘oh feel sorry for me’ story. But my god, am I exhausted. I have carried a pretty heavy workload for the past couple of years, always juggling two jobs if not three, I went back to school for a year, and recently decided to take a few online courses. I have always carried the attitude of I can be and do whatever I want, the only person getting in the way is me.
When you hear someone say something like that you probably think ‘Hell ya!’ and I pride myself in having a good attitude. But, sometimes I wonder if it can be detrimental.
Being the Yes girl has left me exhausted, and now looking back I have accomplished several tiny feats but no major accomplishment, My career is in constant limbo. I am always discovering new options and though hard work does not scare me, commitment does. By being afraid of making the ‘wrong move’ I have made no major moves, and where am I now?
I am exhausted, and have nothing to show for it.
Should I settle, and accept that fact that a healthy happy life, is a good life?
Or do I keep searching, keep looking for that one thing that makes my soul sing?
Enjoy the ride!